my yearender

2005 is one helluva year for me.

hmm... i'll try to reminisce the best and worst, the good and the ugly, and everything i can remember from the year that was. but before that, a little disclamier: as much as i want to be honest and fair, discretion in some areas will be enforced. for personal reasons. =)

sana di kayo mabitin. hehe.

january
in january, i applied in my now beloved org, UP CINEASTES' STUDIO. i met people who are now my family. no regrets. one of the best experiences. filmmakers at any cost.

feburary
first time kong mag-up fair. hehehe. though i forgot which day i went. was with blockmates. haggard pero fun.

i turned 19 at the set of joey's production thesis, Fuck Buddy. 12am we were still at intramuros shooting the bar scene at naging extra pa ako. pero nakatalikod naman sa cam! i remember texting my buddy sol, nagrereklamo coz joey wouldn't let me go home... not until the shoot packed up at around 2 or 3 in the morning. tanya gave me a ride home. it was our first bonding moment. sarap magroad trip ng walang traffic. tas muntik pa kaming maaksidente dahil sa isang u-turn slot sa q.ave!

march
the month i became a true blooded filmmaker at any cost. =) damn i'll never forget that night in alabang. super sheeeet talaga, everytime i remember our FI, gusto kong maiyak (like now). huhuhu. the best talaga. better than sex! kaya naman mahal na mahal ko ang Cineastes.

april
mama left for the States.

and wow, the Bomb. the bomb that blew everything up.

may
hmm... what had i for this month? summer class... hmm... boring summer vacation. i got sorta depressed. i promised myself the previous summer that i'd be reutrning to Lucban for this year's Pahiyas. but i wasn't able to go. so sad.

fopc days. nabuo ang bioman: red1 ako. green2 si adi. blue3 si es. yellow4 si kriz. pink5 si tez. mga araw na naging basurero kami. hehehe.

the first time in my life i texted my mom to say that i am feeling sad.

june
a bud bloomed. then died a sudden yet natural death.

this month i started my blog!!! sa friendster blog muna then i realized how chaka it is kaya't dito ng sa blogspot ang blog ko. =) sobrang naadik ako sa pagbablog bilang newbie sa blogworld.

aktib-aktiban sa org bilang new mems. kumusta naman ang linggo-linggong may events at projects?

Pinoy Blonde chorva.

start of the dark ages.

july
the first time in months that i felt like liberated. stood for what i wanted and deserved.

a new beginning.

august
uncivilization. wala lang. naging busy sa Cineastes application for new mems bilang ako ang recruitment head.

september
FI ng mga applicants. reminisce-reminisce sa mga panahong ako ang nage-fi. oh how can i forget the batuhan ng m&ms sa atc foodcourt???

the first time in 2 months i was able to hug my bestfriend again. i will never forget that hug. it healed everyting.

then this.

the first time i wrote a full-length script. it was the fruit of spending every night at sbc katips typing my script till forever.

october
that smile. those eyes. darn, those eyes! you were walking away with a spark of hope you gave me. you're beautiful, it's true.

oh a month of addiction: sbc katips, edward, pinoy big brother, palmtops.

i lost my mobile that night when aisha, lamer, and i went to 7-11 from apol's house to buy some midnight snacks. before we left i had this gut feel that something's about to happen. and there, when we got back to apol's, my fone was gone.

mama returned home after 6 months in the States.

november
my sembreak was so lonely. i missed my friends so much. was so eager to go back to school. was really looking forward to second sem.

met new friends from BA: noel, jayef, and jenny. three wonderful and interesting people. fantabulous!

december
sa buwan na to naganap ang mga hindi inaasahan. instantaneous! recording artist na pala ako. wow. can't believe i am recording in a studio where abscbn stars also do. at kumusta naman ang pagsight kay sam milby? and a few weeks later, lumabas ang album namin sa record stores. was with tricia at tower records glorietta, dec 28, at hyper kung hyper na kaka-hoh my ghod nang makita ko ang album na THE BLEND. sa super excitement ay bumili kagad ako.

the first time kong magparticipate sa lantern parade para sa mascom. although wala naman talagang partisipasyon ang mascom. hehehe. at naka-pink siya.

party mode ang last week of classes ko. i super enjoyed it. the best talaga ang eastwood experience with my bestest highschool friends na sinundan ng alang tulugang pagtambay sa school of econ sa paghintay sa first day ng simbang gabi.

first time din in years na naramdaman ko ang pasko. ironic kasi kahit halatang crisis talaga ay naenjoy ko siya. minahal ko ang pasko this year.

doo wa ba pop!

The Blend: A Jam-cappella Album is now out in record stores!!!

It features 10 tracks (6 covers and 4 originals) including A Cappella Music Jam, Kaleidoscope World, One In Me, and Your Body Is A Wonderland all by AKAFELLAS; Summer Sunshine by THE BYSTANDERS; This Love by ACADEMIC VILLAGE PEOPLE; You Gotta Be by LIVE SOUND; This Guy's In Love With You Pare by KILYAWAN; I Come by DAVE BOHOST; and Jam 88.3 Theme also by AKAFELLAS.

Released by Star Records and Jam 88.3

Please do get a copy. It's one helluvan album!

=)

pay it forward the blog way

can i just say? anlabo pala ng previous post ko! huwag paniwalaan ng 100% ang nakasulat dun. mga 80% lang. hehehe. pero totoo, dahil different ang pasko ko this year, it's better than the previous. =)

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thanks soulmeyt for the answers:

1. You are my soulmate. :)
2. Milan reminds me of you. Bilang adik tayo pareho kay Fafa Fiolo.
3. Peanut butter!!!!!!!! Gusto ko ng peanut butter jello for you! (kahitwalang ganun hehe)
4. Ayokong i-post dito. Puro private ang naiisip ko. Hehe.
5. Pinakilala ka sa akin noon sa sakayan ng SM North
nila Apol. Sananaaalala mo pa. You remind me of my ex-buffy din pala. I think I
told you aboutthat already.
6. Kangaroooooooooooo!
7. May malalim ka bang problema na hindi mo sinasabi sa akin?
8. All the best in life soulmate! Wish ko lang lalo pang tumatag angfriendship natin. :)

so here, i am paying it forward:

Leave a comment here and...

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
EDIT: 8. Wuuuhhh, I'll wish something good for you for the coming year =P
9. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal

am up for the challenge. kahit nawindang at natrauma si kriz sa dami ng mga nagrespond sa kanya.

hmm... konti lang naman magrerespond diba? diba diba diba diba!!! hehehe. joke.

cmon! commentssss!!!

and so this was christmas

officially, christmas has ended an hour ago. pero sabi nga nila, dito daw sa pilipinas ang pinakamahabang celebration ng christmas. and so i began to think about that statement. sa hirap kaya ng buhay ngayon, mahaba pa rin ba ang celebration ng paskong pinoy? malamang first week pa lang ng january, kaunti na lang ang magpapailaw ng mga christmas lights sa mga bahay-bahay. malamang balik kurakot nanaman mga pulitiko para may maipangbigay next christmas. malamang dadami nanaman mga nagugutom. malamang.

hay pero bago pa ako manghula ng mga obvious namang mangyayari, isheshare ko muna sa inyo kung pano ko sinelebrate ang nagdaang araw...

anyway, as the title suggests, and so this was christmas:

maaganf noche buena with mother side's family last 24 sa paco, manila. it was more of nagdinner lang. pero masaya. kyut kasi ng mga pinsan ko. at ang kukulet. at masarap ang food! yummy ever!

at 10pm, uwian na. pero hinatid muna namin si kuya sa ortigas bilang may work pa siya. first time na meron saming 4 (papa, mama, kuya, ako) na may trabaho ng christmas eve.

muntik na igreet ang christmas day sa starbucks magallanes pero sarado pala sila nung mga 11pm. kaya derecho uwi na tlaga. at libre ang toll sa slex.

first time ko ring maranasan ang online pag patak ng 12mn. hehe.

2 hours later, i had to log out. i had to sleep but i couldn't. grabe na yung antaas ng energy level ko. so better ilabas ito sa pamamagitan ng pakikinig ng party music sa mp3 player. instant dance floor ang kwarto ko.

7am ginising ako. may christmas service at 9am sa church ni papa sa manila. he's protestant at super once in a blue moon lang kami pumunta nila mama at kuya dun bilang mga mapanghiwalay sa relihiyon at piniling maging katoliko. 12noon na natapos ang christmas service. masaya naman dahil siyempre kelangan mong makipagmingle talaga sa mga nandun bilang protestant church siya. so keber na muna sa pagiging agnostic ko. naenjoy ko naman siya.

bilang lunchtime na at hindi nakapagbreakfast, pahirapan makahanap ng bukas na resto so whynot umabot kami ng u.n. ave sa may manila doctors from the church sa malacañang area. enjoy naman ang japanese resto na tempura chorva ang pangalan. bloated sa seafood curry na talaga namang gumuguhit sa nostrils ang pagiging spicy! camonst at kailangang tiisin dahil di pwede yumoka.

flyzoom naman kami sa starbucks sa blue wave. sa wakas natuloy din ang naudlot kagabi na starbucking. can i just say, ang ganda ng atmosphere ng maynila kaninang lunchtime??? everything's calm. light traffic. sunny. shet, my ideal manila. reminds me of bohemianish manila. anyway, ayun. dessert to the max with cheescake etc at creme brulee frap. yumee ever talaga pag hindi ko pera ang pinapangbayad! hehehe. pag pasko pala, mabenta pa rin mga kainan sa metro. dami kasi tao sa blue wave. parang hindi pasko. hehe.

6pm, nasobrahan ata ako sa pagkabanal. nagsimba naman kaming 3 lang ni mama at kuya sa catholic church malapit sa bahay. and mama forced me to have communion which i never did in years na. so ayun. sige pagbigyan ko na lang. pasko naman. hehe. supposed to go to sm bicutan and watch an mmff film pero nagkatamaran. had christmas dinner sa bahay. the four of us. kumpleto. it was nice. a sour red wine to end it.

first time to na on christmas day, nasa manila kami. yearly kasi umuuwi kami ng laguna ng christmas day. but this time, ngayong 26 pa lang kami uuwi dun at uuwi din kagad ng parañaque ng gabi. weird. dadalaw lang talaga para mag-mano. hehehe.

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weird talaga. but i think this christmas is one of the best ever. simple lang. always just the four of us. walang gifts. walang aginaldo. kainan lang. ayus na. better than last year. and the previous years.

a lot changed. and how i love them. eto na siguro umpisa ng mga kakaiba pang pasko ahead of me and us. i look forward to them.

and with this, my christmas mode ends.

new year naman!

the debut of meowmeow blogs

just breaking my christmas inspired posts to give way in welcoming two new blogs... both coming from one author! ahaha.

welcome to the blogging world, myk!!!

check out myk. yeah, check him out! and if you would still want to, his two new blogs na rin. me in boots.com in blogspot and siopao at pusa in livejournal. hehe =)

oh christmas tree

sa loob...



at sa labas...

ay paskong pasko.

kaya't maligayang pasko sa ating lahat!!!

SOMA (state of the mind address)

it's the eve to Christmas Eve.

but a few hours ago, finally, i decided: IT IS CHRISTMAS TIME!!!

i now officialy feel the so called christmas spirit.

walang halong sarcasm o pagbibiro. oo, dama ko na nga ang pasko.

nakakatulong pala ang pagiging tulala sa mga parol sa labas ng bahay. nakakatulong pala ang pagamoy ng mga ginagawang hamon sa kabilang bahay. nakakatulong pala ang pagnuod sa discovery travel & living ng mga christmas specials nila. nakakatulong pala ang pagbati sa mga kakilala ng "merry krismas". nakakatulong pala ang green at red font color sa ym pagnagchachat. nakakatulong pala paglamon ng mga bigay na sweets ng mga kapitbahay. nakakatulong pala ang isang linggong parpaparty.

iba na nga ang pasko ngayon. ngayong malaki na ako. at ngayong panahon ng krisis (na tuwing pasko namang sinasabi ng karamihan). iba-ibang talaga nung bata pa ako. marami kasing natatanggap na regalo, binabalot na regalo, aginaldo, bagong damit, bagong sapatos, bagong laruan... hanggang sa loob ng bahay, punong-puno ng mga pinapalamig na order ng ham! tapos may mga nangangaroling sa bahay na mga bata, kahit mga officemates ng nanay ko noon. ah! pati pala UPSA nangaroling na dito samin noon.

pero ngayon, pasko para sa akin ay isa na lamang state of mind. kung bitter ka kasi wala na ngayon masyado o lahat nung mga nabanggit ko, hindi masaya pasko mo. pero kung hindi ka na bitter ayan, masaya na rin ang pasko mo.

contented nako na hanggang pagbati na lang ng merry krismas ang nabibigay kong regalo. ayus rin naman. sana! hehe.

state of mind... state of mind. hayyy... =)

merry krismas sa inyong lahat!!!

Peter Jackson's King Kong: Wrong, Wrong, Wrong!

here's the set-up: you are in a mall. no companion. no cell phone. with only 500 bucks in your pocket. got three hours before companions meet up with you. what the hell do you do?

in my case. i had this very unusual impulse to watch King Kong... with a running time of three hours, why not?

honestly, i have no background at all of whatsoever regarding King Kong movies. all i know is a giant ape on the lose in new york city. with that, i paid a 150 peso admission ticket and crossed my finger for at least a pleasurable three hour wait.

thirty minutes into the film, loopholes are struggling against trying-to-be-a-good-backstory. so i said, okay, expected from a film like this. another thirty minutes and i so wanna effing walk out from the cinema!!! but no. it's a p150 investment and 2 hours yet to let pass. so i tried my best to fathom the super unexpected visuals and conflicting ideologies from Peter Jackson.

i am trying not to believe that there are wrong films. but King Kong gives me a reason to. i am letting the storyline's loopholes and weaknesses pass. but the messages and the explicit visuals give me a real trauma to the point of the film disturbed me so much, i had a hard time getting a shut eye that last night.

here are some of the wrong things i want to point out:

• first brouhaha is thirty minutes into the film, a battle between cinema and theater sparks. when jack black acts like adrian brody's Safeguard conscience, black tells that if brody did love theater he shouldl've jumped into the water. i hate that scene. it so others the theater. it is so unfair.
• the first parts of the film advocates corruption in movie production and there's no redemption in the end. not at the very least showing good passion for filmmaking but highlighting filmmaking more of a commodity. sigh.
• it still affirms that it is a caucasian male world after all.
• the film got one african-american character and one asian character. both are token characters (the sort of wisdom-laden iconic characters). but both were killed. brutally.
• how on earth can a skinny young woman survive being thrown away and juggled by a giant ape???
• and isn't it so wrong for a giant male ape's source of entertainment is a young woman doing silly stunts? chauvinist thing, i think.
• next scene: through a long and narrow valley, a group of men are being chased by stampeding stegosauruses (if there's such a plural term), which in turn are being chased by velociraptors. at the end of that staggering and excessive 5 minute scene, 100% of the stegosauruses (again, if there's such a plural term) are pinned down, while only 30% of the human males got squashed by the stegosauruses. talk about LUCK. ok ok, forget the comparison of fatalities. but is it really necessary to stage the whole scene for 5 long minutes or so??? and it is so unpleasing to see big fat bodies of stegosauruses oozing their way through a narrow valley. it so wanna makes me puke.
• and of course, there's your t-rex versus king kong scene. oops, correction: THREE t-rexes and A king kong. and naomi watts is your ever reliable damsel in distress. this is another 5 or to 10 minute scene. you know it is really unnecessary for such scenes to be long when YOU KNOW THE LEAD CHARACTERS DO NOT DIE IN THESE KINDS OF STUPID SCENES!!!
• now the jurrasic park creatures have been pulled out of peter jackson's sleeve, what's next? why of course, how bout calling in all the slimey creatures from all The Tremor movies??? those giant slugs sucking the whole head, arms and legs of that russian-accented character is the defining moment of the wrongness in the film. it would rather be satisfying if the slugs ate jack black instead.
• And when all the lead characters' ammunition and dynamites have been used and more creatures still come into the scene, dont't worry for DEUS EX MACHINA will save their pretty faces. can't they think of novel ways to get the lead characters out of trouble? or do they really have to save all the lead characters?
• you will know which characters will die. if they satisfy one or all of these: not white, not male, kind-hearted, full of wisdom, elderly; chances are, they will die.
• naming the film "king kong" is a big gimmick for it to gross high in the box office. naming the film "skull island" is more apt.
• there's a big problem in the billing. how come the title role appears for only 1/3 of the film?
• lastly, this film is definitely not for kids. it bothers me and disturbs me a lot to hear children seated near me in the cinema saying, "mommy im scared"... and seeing kids now seated on their parent's laps, hugging them. yeah, you get these reactions from other films and tv shows as well. but to get it from a movie like king kong? i don't think so. mtrcb really malclassified king kong. an r-13 is more just and fair.

of course, there are good things also i saw in the film. superb special effects. nice cinematography. and... that's about it.

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getting to know myself

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

laughing out loud. how come jhul got 50-50??? hehehe

Your Dating Purity Score: 78%

You are an under-experienced dater. This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it. It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover!

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You Are a Classic Martini

You area sophisticated drinker, who knows that simple quality is over-rated. You're a knowledgeable drunk, but sometimes you're a know-it-all when you're blasted. You should never: Drink and gossip. You tend to forget who's standing right behind you! Your ideal party: Has a real bartender. But no one mixes a better drink than you. Your drinking soulmates: those with a Chocolate Martini personality Your drinking rivals: those with a Margarita Martini personality

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Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

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really? am not most of what it says!!! hahaha. not so in the morals part... the weekends part... what else? hmm.. the formal and the serious parts???

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You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is. You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently. You're open to new people and friends, which makes you a pretty popular person. Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

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week-long party mode

can i just say na dahil sa nagdaang linggo ay feel na feel ko na ang pasko?!?!?!

gabi-gabing nasa party kaya naman kung hindi late sa class kinabukasan ay hindi na nga nakapasok. hehe.

super fun the week that was. blast kung blast. at ahem gastos kung gastos! pero kermi lang. sabi nga nila, isang beses lang sa isang taon ang pasko. kaya sinulit ko na ang linggong ito.

monday
make up class slash christmas party ng film151 class under sir lino lino lino cayetano sa co-owned niyang vanilla bar at sgt. esguerra ave

masarap yung coffee and food kasi libre ni sir lino. teehee! kiddin aside, masarap talaga. had pressed coffee na kakaiba talaga. sarap! then for dinner, had fish fillet. ok siya. masarap din. siyempre yung ambience nung bar, ayus din! then nung gumabi-gabi na, dumating sila tanya, sol, chesca, myles, hermann, rex, tey tas yung isa pang co-owner ng bar, sheesh forgot his name, basta yung isa sa heads sa pinoy big brother, treated us red and white wines! aina and i finished the bottle of red wine and i got lil tipsy.

it was already 11 when dimples decided that we should go to the human ad board launching at crowne plaza, marami daw potential sponsors for our event. so flyzoom kami nila dimples, aina, and lamer sa ortigas at pagdating naman namin sa crowne plaza ay tapos na ang event. ang nadatnan na lang namin ay ang isang buffet table. yez! buffet table! kaya lamon nanaman to death ng cakes at kape until mag-sober up. then nagroadtrip around the fort and makati with jayjay, then headed to sbc katips before jayjay dropped dimples and me off at teachers' vill.

tuesday
UP CE acquaintance and christmas party at kublai's sa katips.

bilang aplikante sa org, i went there, got introduced to some mems: judy... lorrie... karen... jiro... (yikes, konti pa lang!) some co-apps too, and met some acquaintances and friends from high school. ok naman siya. the mems were so fun. ang kulet nila. hoping for some more time with them next year.

i left after the charades game and flyzoom naman sa isa pang party. this time birthday naman ni lamer. made libre 5 pitchers of zombie sa cantina. woohoo! pero when i arrived, 2 pitchers na lang may laman. hehe. pero ayos lang. had 3 glasses pero walang tama unlike the previous night's red winescapade. hehe.

had plans pa to go with tanya and sol sa something fishy in libis. but unfortunately had to go home to attend to super lasing adi. hehe.

wednesday
CINEASTES CHRISTMAS PARTY at sanya's home in cainta.

super delicious ng pastaaaaaaaa!

fun pa rin ang exchange gift kahit maraming hindi nakapunta para ibigay at tanggapin ang kanya-kanyang gifts. but na lang, nandun yung nakabunot sa'kin! si klek! hankyut nung gift niya sakin!!! salamat klek!!!

nagcharades galore at pinoy henyo to death hanggang nagsawa at nagsialisan na kami while others opted to spend the night there.

tricia and i dropped by starbucks katips pa for midnight tea and met up with jayef and jenny. kwentuhan-kwentuhan hanggang nilapitan na kami ng attendant at pinapalayas na kami dahil sarang-sara na sila to death. so cge, no choice, umalis na nga kami ng sbux.

thursday
lantern parade!!! was with Cineastes and the masscommers.
ang fun ng parade. haha! naka-pink siya.

yun, as usual, eto nanaman yung panahon ng taon na gugustuhin mo nang magshift sa FA. and can i just say? astig to the maximum oliveros level ang fireworks display this year???? grabe ah, halatang mahigpit na ipinatupad ang austerity measures! next time kaya, subukan nilang gumastos naman for fireworks! nyahahahahahahaha! nasuklian naman ang inabot kong stiff neck habang nanunuod ng fireworks ang pagka-amaze sa fireworks display. =) nice!

at 9pm, flyzoom sa libis with highschool friends: tricia, nard, joan, ran, enrico, and mavs. isang pagtitipid na dinner muna ang naganap sa mcdo bago pumunta sa ipanema. isang matindi at mahabang dispo check ang naganap hanggang marealize namin na sarado na pala ang ipanema at seattle's best.

at 2.30am, we met up with some UP ETCers: krystal, maien, mark, adrian, ron, sa school of economics. at bilang matataas ang energy level ng LAHAT, nag-dodgeball at nag-watchamacallit-logic games kami. yung "pupunta ako sa shoemart bibili ako ng" saka "pupunta ako sa concert, magdadala ako ng". at ang pamatay sa lahat ang game na mahigit sa isang oras nilaro hanggang magets ng lahat, "siya siya siya siya, sino siya?". alas-4 na, naglalakad na kami papuntang chapel para magsimbang gabi, at throughout ng simbang gabi, naglalaro pa rin nung "siya siya siya siya, sino siya?" game hanggang magets nila enrico ang pattern. harharharhar.

friday
tambay galore lang with joan and jayef sa seattle's best katips hanggang 3am, habang hinihintay sila jenny at tax from star city, bilang pagtatapos sa party mode ng linggong ito.

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salamat sa lahat ng mga nakasama ko sa linggong ito! sobrang pinasaya nyo ang christmas ko this year.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

hanggang sa muli nating pagkikita-kita at pagsasama-sama! hugs! mwah!

isn't it ironic

for the longest time, i am feeling this inner sadness.

it's everything boiling down into one big sad feeling.

i need a friend.

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last friday, i went to CBA and attended their BA Week culminating activity. met new, interesting and fantabulous people. and ended my week well.

it was darn so fun!

congrats to sheena!!! for winning the BA Idol. gosh, i forgot to thank you for the sundae. THANK YOU SO MUCH! you rock, girl!

and thanks to the ABAM guys who made my night: jayef... jenny... noel... ricah... jac... tax... sheena... carms... gracia... hmm.. may nakalimutan pa ba ako? naku, sorry. basta, thank you thank you thank you guys for a wonderful night! hanggang sa next surrender sa starbucks! hehe!

happy birthday miss blue eyes

welcome to the age of 19! thanks for the good times and the friendship! keep on rocking and kicking balls... soccer balls, i mean. =)

happy birthday ayeeeesha!!!

instantaneous

sa panahong mayroong instant cofee at instant noodles, na parang lahat ng bagay ay pwede nang maging instant, ang maging isang instant recording artist na ata ang imposible.

pero nangyari. hindi ako makapaniwala. medyo surreal pa nga sa akin ang mga pangyayari. hindi ko alam kung san ko hinugot ang boses at energy na mag-record sa abs-cbn ng alas dos ng umaga kahapon hanggang alas ocho ng umaga.

huwow as in sa hoohwow ang experience na to. salamat sa inyo, tey, dax, nesty, apol, kacey, mimi, aisha, crisie, at siyempre lamer! kaya natin toh!