my yearender

2005 is one helluva year for me.

hmm... i'll try to reminisce the best and worst, the good and the ugly, and everything i can remember from the year that was. but before that, a little disclamier: as much as i want to be honest and fair, discretion in some areas will be enforced. for personal reasons. =)

sana di kayo mabitin. hehe.

january
in january, i applied in my now beloved org, UP CINEASTES' STUDIO. i met people who are now my family. no regrets. one of the best experiences. filmmakers at any cost.

feburary
first time kong mag-up fair. hehehe. though i forgot which day i went. was with blockmates. haggard pero fun.

i turned 19 at the set of joey's production thesis, Fuck Buddy. 12am we were still at intramuros shooting the bar scene at naging extra pa ako. pero nakatalikod naman sa cam! i remember texting my buddy sol, nagrereklamo coz joey wouldn't let me go home... not until the shoot packed up at around 2 or 3 in the morning. tanya gave me a ride home. it was our first bonding moment. sarap magroad trip ng walang traffic. tas muntik pa kaming maaksidente dahil sa isang u-turn slot sa q.ave!

march
the month i became a true blooded filmmaker at any cost. =) damn i'll never forget that night in alabang. super sheeeet talaga, everytime i remember our FI, gusto kong maiyak (like now). huhuhu. the best talaga. better than sex! kaya naman mahal na mahal ko ang Cineastes.

april
mama left for the States.

and wow, the Bomb. the bomb that blew everything up.

may
hmm... what had i for this month? summer class... hmm... boring summer vacation. i got sorta depressed. i promised myself the previous summer that i'd be reutrning to Lucban for this year's Pahiyas. but i wasn't able to go. so sad.

fopc days. nabuo ang bioman: red1 ako. green2 si adi. blue3 si es. yellow4 si kriz. pink5 si tez. mga araw na naging basurero kami. hehehe.

the first time in my life i texted my mom to say that i am feeling sad.

june
a bud bloomed. then died a sudden yet natural death.

this month i started my blog!!! sa friendster blog muna then i realized how chaka it is kaya't dito ng sa blogspot ang blog ko. =) sobrang naadik ako sa pagbablog bilang newbie sa blogworld.

aktib-aktiban sa org bilang new mems. kumusta naman ang linggo-linggong may events at projects?

Pinoy Blonde chorva.

start of the dark ages.

july
the first time in months that i felt like liberated. stood for what i wanted and deserved.

a new beginning.

august
uncivilization. wala lang. naging busy sa Cineastes application for new mems bilang ako ang recruitment head.

september
FI ng mga applicants. reminisce-reminisce sa mga panahong ako ang nage-fi. oh how can i forget the batuhan ng m&ms sa atc foodcourt???

the first time in 2 months i was able to hug my bestfriend again. i will never forget that hug. it healed everyting.

then this.

the first time i wrote a full-length script. it was the fruit of spending every night at sbc katips typing my script till forever.

october
that smile. those eyes. darn, those eyes! you were walking away with a spark of hope you gave me. you're beautiful, it's true.

oh a month of addiction: sbc katips, edward, pinoy big brother, palmtops.

i lost my mobile that night when aisha, lamer, and i went to 7-11 from apol's house to buy some midnight snacks. before we left i had this gut feel that something's about to happen. and there, when we got back to apol's, my fone was gone.

mama returned home after 6 months in the States.

november
my sembreak was so lonely. i missed my friends so much. was so eager to go back to school. was really looking forward to second sem.

met new friends from BA: noel, jayef, and jenny. three wonderful and interesting people. fantabulous!

december
sa buwan na to naganap ang mga hindi inaasahan. instantaneous! recording artist na pala ako. wow. can't believe i am recording in a studio where abscbn stars also do. at kumusta naman ang pagsight kay sam milby? and a few weeks later, lumabas ang album namin sa record stores. was with tricia at tower records glorietta, dec 28, at hyper kung hyper na kaka-hoh my ghod nang makita ko ang album na THE BLEND. sa super excitement ay bumili kagad ako.

the first time kong magparticipate sa lantern parade para sa mascom. although wala naman talagang partisipasyon ang mascom. hehehe. at naka-pink siya.

party mode ang last week of classes ko. i super enjoyed it. the best talaga ang eastwood experience with my bestest highschool friends na sinundan ng alang tulugang pagtambay sa school of econ sa paghintay sa first day ng simbang gabi.

first time din in years na naramdaman ko ang pasko. ironic kasi kahit halatang crisis talaga ay naenjoy ko siya. minahal ko ang pasko this year.